
Shouldn’t we just learn to forgive and forget and move on?
…Well I think we should.
Of you and me
And everything I used to be
Back then it meant something
But you’re living a lie, you just can’t hide from me
You had me hanging on your last word
And now I’m feeling a little less than trusting
You had me wishing we were something
But left me here with a whole lot of nothing now.
Its been awhile, Tumblr.. I dont know why i even have one of these, i clearly dont meet the expectations a tumblr user should when it come to updating. I guess its good to have on those day where you just need to vent or rant or for when you even find a cool picture for that matter.
Lately, i learned a lot about the people i surround myself with, and yes although i love them for the most part and wish the best for them, i can hardly stand them. Doesnt it suck when you think you’ve finally found that solid group of people, that love you just as much as you love them, when in reality they just suck? People just lie. Why? I sure as hell couldnt tell ya. But they do. They lie, they put themselves on this high horse and they think they’re the ruler of the world. Wrong. You’re not. When all you do is talk about yourself, and create this lie that you’re living in, you’re bound to push everyone who cares about you away. So stop.. But who am I to decide what is good and bad in a person? Its just annoying, really. I guess I just dont get the way people think. How can you pretend to care about a friend and say you’ll be there for them and the turn around and talk about them? Its confusing to me. But we’re all guilty.
And for this thing we all call “love” … just stop. That world isnt real. No one loves anyone other than themselves. Maybe i only think this way because i’ve never actually been in love, but until that day happens, my view on love is that it just isnt real.
None of this is making sense. Not even to me, its a million of my thoughts jumbled into one big blog mess. And who is even going to care? You sure arent.
Thats just how i feel right now. Im not even mad, or upset, or the happiest girl in the world. Its just some of my simple thoughts about things that dont matter. Maybe my next post will actually be something legit, but until then, ill see ya later, tumblr. <3


